Update On Life

Hello. . . Well..... thinkgs were getting better the last time I posted. Now they're not. Chelsie broke up with me for another girl two days after we started dating. I took it extremely hard. I cried my eyes out and cut myself.... again....... I have a bad habit of that. I don't know....., but I took this break up harder then any of my others. I have had like seven? Something like that..... For some reason me getting dumped by a girl is like the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Well one of the worst things. I'm just glad I had Pixie and Will to help me through it. . . . . Speaking of Pixie..... she's here now. She's asleep in my bed. She's so cute. I love her to death!!! I've been in love with her for a long time. She's the reason I turned bi to begin with, but she doesn't like me the same way. :/ Well anyways..... I think she's waking up now. I will post later. Bye. Blessed Be.
-Ash-

My New Girlfriend

Thanks for caring guys. Don't worry about me though. I'm fine. I actually had a great day. I got lots of hugs from Will, and I asked him if I could have a girlfriend, and he said yes. So now I'm dating Will and my new girlfriend. She's so hot. I love her to death. Her name is Chelsie. She's my first girlfriend so I'm pretty excited to date her, and see what happens. :) So yeah. Anyways. . . . . . I feel very loved. :)
-Ash

Blog Changes Made. . . .

*Sigh* I updated my profile, and changed the name of this blog. Go ahead and check out my profile. it desercibes me better. . . . I had an ok day I guess. . . .
-Ash-

Life Changes . . . ..

As you wish, here's a post. Sorry I haven't been posting much. I've been pretty upset. I found out that my boyfriend was using me. . . . for sex.... We had been together for four months. That's all he wanted from me. Guys are really jerks sometimes *no offense*. So anyways, I dumped him as soon as I found out, and he cussed me out and called me a whore. Then he told me he wished I would die... So yeah.... I'm ok though. I'm dating someone else now, and he really does care about me, unlike my ex. He hurt me so much though. I really trusted him and loved him. He was my fiance. We were engaged. . . .He used my love I had for him against me and it really hurt, especially when he called me a whore. He's a man whore. I really don't like him now. I hope you girls reading this find the right guy who treats you with respect. A guy like him doesn't deserve anything. Well anyways, my new boyfriend, Will, is the complete opposite of him. He loves me for me, not because I have big boobs and a nice ass. Stupid sex-obsessed guys, They're such jerks. Well anyways. I have some huge changes in my life, I thought you guys want to know about. I'll list them.
1. I am bisexual.
2. I am wiccan.
3. I have a brother on the way, due on April 24th.
4. My cat that I've had since I was two, died.
5. My life is just like Bella's from Twilight.
6. I almost got raped by my ex.
7. A lot of my friends left me.
8. I have one true best friend, Pixie.
9. My mom hates me, no joke.
10. My brother hates me too, no joke either. He thinks I'm his toy, so he goes around picking me up and then dropping me on purpose, and it hurts. He's only ten. I'm fourteen.
Ok. Well anyways, there's ten things I thought you guys should know. If you have any questions for me, just ask away. Until then. . . Blessed Be.
-Ash