Umm. . . .Hello?

Hello. I haven't been doing so jolly well lately. I've fallen in love so many times, and gotten hurt even more. . . Life isn't fair. It's extremely painful. Well anyways. . . I'll just post another one of my hopeless poems. . .
“Him”
Broken hearts take time to mend.
Loving emotions are hard to send.
I love him so deeply and true.
I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I deserve a hit and a shove.
I let go of the one I truly love.
His teasing smile melts my heart.
I’ve loved him from the very start.
Even though he’s a traitor and bad,
I want him so much that it makes me sad.
When he hugs me against his chest,
My heart starts beating louder than the rest.
He’s so loved and important to me.
I wish that he could only see.
I know that he can be a dick,
But he’s the one I love and pick.
I don’t want him to ever leave.
My heart always gets left to grieve.
His voice has that special charm,
Even though he could cause me a lot of harm.
When I’m with him, my heart starts to pound.
It blocks out almost any other sound.
I want so badly to be in his arms,
For him to protect me from other harms.
I want him to hold me tight and close,
As he gently nudges my nose.
I wish he would always be there,
To hold me, kiss me, love me, and show his care.
I made the worst mistake.
My love for him was never fake.
If only he could love me back,
My happiness would never lack.
My sorrow covers up my shame.
I wish my love could feel the same.
He’s really important in my life.
If only one day, I could be his wife.
I love him more than I can hold.
My emotions are starting to swiftly unfold.
I have loved others before,
But my love for him is so much more.
I love him now, I loved him then.
I will love him til the very end.



5/15/09



-Ash-